Tomorrow is the first day of my senior year and for the first time since I started nursing school, I am not flipped out. I figure if I have gotten straight A's up until this point, I can most certainly pass what is reputed to be the easier year of nursing school. And seriously what scared me so much the past four semesters was the idea that I might not be able to pass. Which is so funny since I made Dean's list all four.
I have to get my binder ready but other than that I am set. I finished up the pediatric dosing/IV math module and I get most of it. They will teach it in school, so I should be set after that. I am carpooling with one of my best friends four days a week. I cant tell you how much easier it is to be awake by the time you get to your clinical site at 6:30am, when you have someone to jabber with on the way there. Especially a good friend.
In Babe news, I got him to the doctor to talk about his insomnia. She says she will not give meds because he has a fucked rhythm and doesn't seem to have generalized anxiety or insomnia. See, Babe stays up until 3-4am everyday, so he can communicate with people in other times zones, like the Asia. He used to do this and wake up at 12pm, but now he wakes up at 8am. She says he needs to readjust his work schedule. I don't know how that is going to happen when he has international clients, but thanks doc.
Babe has also been spending a lot more time with me. He has dedicated the hours of 5-9pm as time to spend with me and he really mostly sticks to it. It has made me feel a ton better in the loneliness department.
And on the Christmas Crazy tip. I cant wait for egg nog lattes and I bought nice quality wrapping paper at Costco yesterday. Like two huge rolls, one if reversible, so it is like a 2in1. I also smelled a peppermint lip gloss and was high as a kite. I mean I smelled it and my heart rate increased, I felt a little flighty and then a cascade of Christmas thoughts and dreams flowed over me. If you want peppermint bark this year, leave a comment and your email and I will happily send you some.